CHIRSTMAS 2011 AND NEW YEAR 2012 :((

      It was again a routinary Christmas and new year's celebration. I was in my grandpa's hometown for Christmas and went home in my hometown before new year's day! Last year's Christmas was the most awful, sad and very unforgettable ever, you maybe thinking why? because this is my Christmas with my grandfather's presence. He  was supposed to get dressed for the mass with us and eat together during our Christmas dinner or Noche Buena, but will not happen again. For now im still reminiscing the past being with him. I'd love to see him again in my dreams but that didnt happen. I just pray for him and i promised to do that everyday of my life. Anyway, let's talk about my New Year,  well it also didnt get well. December 31st I lost my mother money costs 500 pesos and she really hated like im not her daughter anymore. SO i promised myself that im gonna go find a job and pay her every month the same amount that i lost, so that she won't say anything. I think that this is the most embarrassing Christmas and New Year in my life..

HOME for XMAS 2011

      My hometown here I come. This 4 am i'l be travelling back home and i was kinda sad because i cant be able to go online because of some internet connection problem. But before i'l travel back i make it sure that i said goodbye to my online friends in FACEBOOK, TAGGED, YAHOO MESSENGER and SKYPE ;). It will be a long and peaceful vacation. Advance MERRY CHRISTMAS and  a HAPPY NEW YEAR to all of you guys! Bon Voyage to me ;) Godbless!

CHRISTMAS 2009 with cousin julie ;)

CHRISTMAS 2009 with cousins..

CHRISTMAS 2009-cousins again

CHRISTMAS 2009- with cousin joy 

CHRISTMAS 2009- again with cousin joy

CHRISTMAS 2009-cousin julie on the left ;)

      i know it isn't the latest ut it's the most unforgettable christmas with my family ;) I promise il take bunch of pics when i get back here in my city! HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO ALL!

F.U.B.U.

December 06, 2011

Qualifications: 

-two friends 

-not emotionally involved 

-not a monogomous relationship

-no commitment

-safe relationship

-mimics a real partnership 

-is void 

-physically involved relationship

-between friends and partners

-sleeping together

      Now, how do you call it? These are the qualifications if you are having a physically involved relationship, where both partners enjoy some comforts of sitting on the fence between serious relationship and simple friendship. It is when you wanted to have a relationship but you don't even know how to start it. It's when you wanted to just live your life without a commitment because youre afraid to have one. It's when you can't have a monogamous relationship because youre not satisfied on your partner. It's when  you have a void relationship because you just wanted to sleep with someone just to satisfy both of your needs. It's when you mimic a relationship because both of you are dumb, weak and isn't ready to enter into fighting, struggling and saving a true and romantic relationship. 

      That's how it is! That's what they call FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS. Now, are you qualified? 

Living like HEAVEN or HELL?

November 21, 2011

      You only got two choices in life. First if you wanna live like hell. Hell means being LIBERATED, going to PARTIES and drinking ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGES, SMOKING like you're burning your lungs, pre-martial SEX almost everyday in your life and even using PROHIBITED DRUGS. 

   

      Heaven means going to church, praying, exercising and taking care of your body, attending seminars in the church and even engaging to an environmental activities, joining on finding justice, supporting those who are suffering from breast cancer, to aborted fetus, child abuse, rape and marital abuse. 

      But what if these two choices are the one you're doing? Would you choose to engage in the activities in going to hell or in heaven? Would you go to both in hell and heaven if you do these activities in one? 

Shocking!! maybe and totally UNEXPECTED for certain. .

       Every people has its own point of view and that is to believe or not to believe in something.. Yes i am being serious right now, maybe because I've done something that had a HUGE change in my life. Today I am trying to believe in my own horoscope and i think it really correlates with what is happening in my life these past few days..

This was my horoscope, it stated that:

"To say that today might be startling won't quite cover it. Shocking, maybe, and totally unexpected, for certain. Regardless of how it works out, use your innate gift for adapting to any situation to help the rest of us. We'll need it."

NOVEMBER 17, 2011 (Thursday) - This day had a very HUGE IMPACT in my life:

A) as a single person living in this world without the presence of a partner. 

B) as a friend to my super duper very close friend and

 C) as a catholic and a believer of God the Father..

      YES! oryt ! I am not a perfect person but what i did is a two time mortal sin.. For me it is, and i can't forgive myself for what i've done.  But what requires me in my horoscope is to adapt in any situation, which has a very big factor to me because i really have this innate gift. Until now I've been thankful to God for giving me such gift and i think that mortal sin of mine has a purpose, something that would make me realize on how to use my own "innate gifts" someday.

      I do not know if you've got my point . All wanted to do is to share what has been running on my mind this past few days. I remember when my instructor told me "Writing what is on your mind can help you decrease your frustrations." 

      Thanks for keeping your time in reading my blog. Have a nice day!

A Month of Vacation Back home (DAY 32)

November 13, 2011 (DAY 32)

      Ready to go back in Davao but first i need to attend the mass because its obviously sunday and i should pray for our safe travel as well.

Mawab

Tagum City

Tagum City

Carmen ,Tagum

Davao City (A house full of flowers)

A Month of Vacation Back home (DAY 31)

November 12, 2011 (DAY 31)

      My last day in Salvacion is quiet fun! I had a day and night of memorable moments with my friends, family and relatives. But all of these happy moments will really end up.

      At 3:45 pm we waited in the terminal with my aunt going back to my homtown Diatagon. It was a safe travel and I hurriedly ate my dinner when I arrived there and planned to prepare all my things needed for tomorrow's travel going back to Davao City.