Searching for Mr. Right Chapter 1 (PART 1)

      Well, okay I know I visited again my blog because I have to post a story that is seriously running out in my mind right at this moment. This is the very first story I've ever made.

      A girl that has been LOOKING for a guy finally tried to meet a man who's 8 years older than her. YES! you heard it right LOOKING not WAITING..She can't imagine how strange it is to date with a man who's already in Grade 2 while she was just born in the same year. Amazing right? I know this is a common story but I'll tell you how she feels good when she was with this guy. I'd like to name my characters but I assure you it will be their code names. The girl named Andrea and the Singaporean guy named Jo. 

      These couple met first in a specific social networking site. I wouldn't name it because I should maintain their privacy. Well, at first impression Andrea didn't like Jo because he posted his number on his wall and Andrea feels like he's got a lot of girls but still Andrea clicked YES on him and decided to add Jo. Finally, Andrea was so busy with her work and so she sent Jo a message to just text her whenever Jo's got time because she couldn't go online all the time. Jo then received the message and texted Andrea, then days and weeks passed by they still don't send text messages to each other often.

      One night, Andrea wanted to know how Jo's life is going and she was so curious about him. She texted Jo and she noticed that Jo can't reply that fast and Andrea decided to text him often looking at her phone and wondering why he couldn't reply as fast as she could. Finally, Jo replied saying, that he's a fully matured guy and he don't usually check his phone often like her. Andrea then, was so upset and told Jo that he don't have to be very judgmental. Andrea was just trying to say that she was so interested with Jo and that she don't act the same with what she did when she's with her friends and other guys. Suprisingly, Jo got Andrea's point and decided to just meet up someday. So by then, they will meet up to the city to where Andrea graduated and where Jo works currently. Jo is working in a finance department on a very popular hotel in that city.

      On the last week of July, they finally decided to meet in a popular fast food restaurant. Andrea paid for their food because she owe a lunch and a 20 minute kiss to Jo, that was their conversation and plan before they met up. I know its strange but that came up on their mind when they two were still texting each other. Then, they ate their dinner and went out in the restaurant sitting on the park and getting to know each other for 4 hours. Finally, when they decided to go home. Jo, gave a smack kissed on Andrea beside her lips, then she told him that she still owe him a 20 minute kiss. So , they both decided to go in the car and thinking about where to do that. Andrea's plan was to kiss him in the car but Jo offered to rent a lodge, good thing Andrea didn't react and just said YES. While on their way. Jo asked Andrea why would she agreed to be with him on the lodge then Andrea just replied saying "LIVE YOUR LIFE TO THE FULLEST. Im happy to do it so no one can stop me from doing that unless you disagree. Please don't think that im a bitch because i believe knowing you for like 6 hours, you deserve to have me." YES best line ever! Andrea wanted to just show him how she likes Jo. 

      After that night, they met again deciding to have dinner and watch a movie then sleep again for 3 hours. They were like real couples, walking and holding their hands together. Jo asked Andrea a picture of them together but Andrea refused because she was shy, she felt like Jo was thinking maybe she's got a boyfriend but she doesn't care about that because it isn't true. It's like things happened so fast between them. Ate in a Japanese restaurant together and send text messages as well. 

      On the next couple of days, Jo wasn't able to reply on Andrea's text messages. She was worried because the last message that she received from Jo was that HE IS SAD. She keeps on calling Jo and texted him but Jo's recent behaviour. Andrea was so worried until she realized maybe he was sleeping, dating with another girl thinking that he's kinda alike with the other guys, don't have a credit on his phone, working at home, playing tennis with his friends or maybe worst thing ever to happen  "AVOIDING HER."

       Whatever the reason Andrea is still happy with the experience date with Jo and that she's proud that he's got a lot of first times on him during their date.

1. First time treating the guy on a date

2. First time sitting in the park with a guy on a date

3. First time to eat in a Japanese restaurant with a guy on a date

4. First time that someone ask her to take a photo with them together on a date

5. First time walking in the mall holding each others hand on a date
6. First time giving a massage to a guy on a date

I hope those first times will be followed again and ended up with a fairy tale ending, to be continued..

HIM: that forever will be..

      Today is i think the day that i am waiting for. I got the answers to my questions in my previous blog post. I am happy and contented that we have talked about our problem. I believe that everything is worth the wait and he made me realize how important i am to him.

      We talked today, he told me SORRY for he was distant to me the past few days and it's difficult for him that we are both far away from each other that its just also hard to be away for so long from someone he cares so much for.

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       Above all, was so happy when he told me that he will never leave me again. I know it's not healthy to just believe that easy but there's no harm in trying and believing. When you're in love you could possibly do that too. Have a happy weekend everyone. Leave some comments.

HIM: that i think i'm HER's :(

      Have you ever tried to stop falling in love because you know for the fact how hard it is to move on?You ever wonder to be happy again with a newly meet person? Do you realized how long you've been struggling for you to forget about your past relationship and then you failed again with your new one?You ever tried waiting for the right person and when you found him you start moving on again? You started moving on again and again if it isn't for you and if isn't the right time for you to fall deeply in love with your perfect guy. I call it perfect guy for i know that every girls would choose the person that would make them complete.

      I've met a man online and he was one of the perfect guy I've known online. I never expected the first day we chatted we kinda like each other and stuffs. I also can't believe that he would be as nice as i was expecting. I can't say bad thing about him for he's just perfectly nice to me. He always remind me of how he likes me and that he's thinking about me all the time. To the point that he wanted to meet me in person but our situation doesn't agreed on what we wanted to happen. I understand how hard it is, especially when we talk via skype, I myself would seriously have to adjust with both of our time difference. He's from Ontario so it's a 12 hour difference. I can feel how hard it is but i always remind myself that this happens for a reason and I am always thankful that after work i can talk to him or message him via facebook and that would help me feel happy and forget about how am i working hard at work. It helps a lot and i feel like stronger for i always have him and i can feel how near he is whenever i read his messages.

            I can still remember the first time we talked via skype that was April 3rd 2012. I was so happy talking to her coz we have a lot of common. We have our own dreams in life but we aim for the same thing and that is to be successful with we dream for. Until such time, I didn't get a message from him. So, was wondering what happened, the day after that he sent me a message saying the internet connection was accidentally broke by his landlord. So, i feel like comfortable knowing that he's fine and he's still there. The day after, he sent me a quick message saying INTERNET IS BACK but 72 hours later i wasn't able to catch him online and wondering again where he is. Then I  sent him a message again then i have no idea that he was online that time he replied that it's kinda difficult to be so far away from me and it's just hard to be away fro so long from someone he cares so much for and yeah that was the last message i received from him .Well I can't blame him from saying that to me for i understand how far we are from each other, until now i still tried to sent him a message saying how much i missed him. I realized after those days we weren't able to talk that I just wanted the truth of how he feels from me now, i just beg him of what he wanted to say on me coz i really don't want him to leave me hanging like i think i am her's.

      I don't want to make this article to have a sad ending, i honestly hate it, I always wanted a happy ending, ever!. But this happened to me and this is the real ending. I couldn't edit it coz i believe that there are people who could drop some comments about this article. I hope so. . 

You think that's a wave of goodbye? 

PERFECT SPOT!!

For a year I have this spot which I would really love to pose every Good Friday. We'll do the 14th Station walk before we can achieve this SPECIAL SPOT that I have been telling you.

This was the first picture taken last April 22, 2011

This is the 2nd pic taken today April 6, 2012

UNFRIEND and BLOCKED!

      Today is my mom's birthday but think I have another thing to figure out. It was a shocking news from my facebook account when I updated it. I was looking for a sample style of a scrub suit and I directly remember one person who wears the same scrub suit that I wanted also to be like mine  when im gonna go duty in ER one of these days.

      Suddenly, when I searched that friend of mine in facebook I was really like speechless for I can't find him in my friend lists. So, I was hoping maybe it was just because of the very slow internet connection. I waited for his name to load and come out of the lists but I wasn't able to see his name.

      By that time I was conviced that he BLOCKED me :). Well, there are only two things that popped out in my head and that is to believe that someone UNFRIEND and BLOCKED me in my facebook account. So now, if someone blocked me should i be very happy so that i can move on? :D or should i be sad because im starting to miss that person already? :(( 

Purpose: Utilization

      I don't really know whats my purpose in LIFE maybe u would tell me that i should look around and seek for that purpose. Things changes everyday, you should always have a back up plan. 

      Sometimes, in life you should always have to take a risk for you to get what you want and risking per se is a part of your back up plan. Holding back to reality is very risky for me, but now I can say that i can easily adapt to some chosen reality. 

      Okay, limme explain to you. I am really having problems in treating people especially when they talk about their lives and share about everything around them. Of course,  you met him for the first time so you shouldn't believe  him like he is your super best friend. Were humans, yea i knew that were not perfect, we lie, white lies,  half lies and crack lies whatever you call it, we all do it! You don't just trust people easily. You don't just tell them all your secrets and believe them as they promised to keep it. No, that's not it! 

      Oftentimes, we lie but behind those lies are the real and naked model of each personality. These personalities depends on how smart you are and use them in a good way or the other. We learned this personalities from person-to-person, from our parents, siblings, relatives, friends and all of the people whom you think is capable of building its own persona. 

       Utilizing them in a very good way is the BEST and PERFECT idea we could ever imagine but using those bad personalities will make you become the WORST and the most INFERIOR individual in the entire universe.

im NOT COMPLAINING, im just CONFUSED!

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      I complain because i am not perfect. i wanted to cry but i cant. i wanted to sleep and rest but things gets to be complicated as quick as my blinking eyes! i always have a short period of time in making important decisions in my life! i often attend other people's problem where i cant even fix my own. i have a choice but i chose to put THEM first. i wanted to start fixing my own concerns but LIFE per se is challenging me hardly and it isn't that easy to move that way. to move like you really should prioritize other people than yourself. to think like you still have your personal issues to start with but you don't even know how. these past few weeks i can't sleep straightly for at least 8 hours coz i have to attend the personal needs of other sick individual. 

     IM NOT COMPLAINING!!! i don't know if i like what is happening now in my life but i think it is, i know it is. should i believe that someone will rescue me from what my concerns are? or should i start doing my personal concerns while attending other people's needs? or should i stop planning my concerns and start acting like im a hero? what should i do? 

      I think maybe i should get some rest coz i am perfectly confused now but i cant sleep anymore coz i need to call someone to arrange and schedule things properly and then guard them whenever they will go. Maybe should get some sleep later after i attend them and of course after i schedule all my personal needs.