Thursday, March 24, 2011

happily sad -_-



I was suppose to post this article of mine yesterday but i fell asleep as early as 5 pm. . Yes! I know it's too early but I was so tired so I’m like a very useless vegie yesterday night.

Anyway, i was so happy and very excited yesterday because in the middle of our practice in the afternoon i submitted my exhibit form in the registrar, they needed it for it was one of our requirements as a graduating student. When i submitted my 25 cases this was the time that i felt so GLAD because it's like my dreams were as near as my fingertips. But, suddenly i felt so SAD because the assigned person in the registrar told me to surrender my identification card. DAMN! i don't wanna give it because its one of the things i cared the most in my whole nursing life. But, i don't have a choice so i gave and surrendered it to the registrar office representative and say bye2 to my ever dearest important remembrance in my nursing career.

Maybe you'll think that im so over acting but when you were me in that situation? I don't think what will you feel. It's like you have surrendered your mobile phone to the snatcher because he will stab you, if you won't give it to him and you don't have a choice as well or it's like transferring the name of your house and lot to the bank because you were not able to pay your loan from the bank or maybe like setting free of your ever dearest boyfriend/girlfriend because he/she loves another.

In our lives there are lots of sacrifices that will happen. You'll just have to chose and decide what will be the best and the most of them all.




PS: seen above from the left is the registrar representative writing my clearance and issue for my permanent id card and the next picture is my last picture and remembrance with my id card with my exhibit form and cedula at the back.