But limme just assess my self. . i think im losing something, am i?
Yes i am! i almost forgot that i asked God to give me a MAN who suited to be an ideal person of mine. Until such time he came to my life *that was 1 week after i prayed*. Yeaaa! dun ya ever laugh at me because its true. .
Hes cute, smart, charming, kind, taller than me, with sense of humor, loves photography, we are in the same profession, and has a job! Bingo!! I remembered when he ask me if what was my ideal man , i told him all of those things except this *loves photography, we are in the same profession, and has a job* because maybe he will think that i am referring unto him. . Yes , i admit it i prayed to God all those things but i never expected that he would add this *has a job*. .
I thank God for giving HIM in my life and now i just cant afford to lose him.. I felt sorry all the time for i just dunno what he feels because he is not so vocal like me . . thats the opposite thing we have.
I just wanted to say sorry to my BLOG because this blog is the only way i can express what i feel. . as of now, while im typing, my heart beats so fast that i cant even breath normally, that i cant even stop my tears from falling because i felt so guilty on what i did.
Hes so special to me and im NOT special to him . . Its okay, i cant force a person to like me. All i want is to have a good relationship to every people ive encountered, i am encountering and to be encountered. .
YES! IM LIVING MY LIFE TO THE FULLEST!!! I JUST WANT TO BE MEEEEE.. SAYING I LOVE YOU TO ALL THE PEOPLE I LOVE AND SAYING IM SORRY TO ALL THE PEOPLE IVE HURT. .
Until here. GOD BLESS US ALL!
